Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Where Do We Go From Here?

In the last few weeks my focus as well as SP and The Man's has detoured from the blog. Which is a significant yet bittersweet event. It wasn't to long ago that this blog consumed my life. With each word I wrote I felt the burden of remorse and pain gradually be lifted from my shoulders. I am not the same person I was a few months ago or even a few weeks ago. The daily grind of my current life has taken center stage in my priorities and I'm enjoying every moment of this new chapter. The past will remain a mystery and I'm quite fine with that these days. The ghosts have once again returned to the cemetery, but they will be back one day. I'm not afraid of the con man or the poltergeist these days, really I never was (okay just a bit). I'm glad I met M and company and I'm even happier that I got a cliffhanger ending because the intrigue and mystery is a super sexy story.
The once naive and anonymous girl who just a few months ago was hesitate and vulnerable finally has a voice and isn't afraid to speak her mind. Ironically, though I like to maintain a certain amount of privacy in regards to my daily life and relationships.
I applaud Summer and McDreamy (I'm with Summer on this one, the name stays. Sorry DA) for being so open and fearless about their new relationship. As I've learned from this blog, written words will forever be remembered, but life goes on and feelings change. I second The Man's words of wisdom last week to SP, be cautious luv. I don't want you to get burned again. Not to damper on the honeymoon, but let's be honest here most relationships don't work out and by displaying the innocent and blissful moments on this blog you are setting yourself up for a brutal awakening. I'm rooting for you, always will. Just this time, I'm not wearing a clearance rack key lime green dress, even if it's Vera Wang. Might I recommend black, you know which one I'm talking about. It's my newest obsession. :)
So, where do we go from here? I let M and company go a long time ago. Some people never quite understood this fact, but he has been died for years. The man (if you can call him that) I briefly met and interacted with last year was not the same person I once knew. Like some many, he too conformed to corporate life and the iconic white picket fence lifestyle. It's a shame really, but then maybe he never had grand dreams and would never have been able to keep up with me. Golden pussy is a perfect description of M. Some men unfortunately are so fearful of the greater potential of a woman and how someone so much younger has accomplished so much more that they chicken out.
I'm well aware that some of my posts recently have been arrogant and over the top indulgent. I'm not a superficial person. Sure, I like pretty things and I splurge on insane luxury goods from time to time, but I'm an average gal from a sweet family who dreams big and then makes the impossible possible. Not everyone will understand my quirks or sometimes-arrogant words and that's okay. I know who I am and what I believe in and let's not forget I'm not writing to please you.
M and company will forever be a part of my posts. But, as you may have noticed my tone has become more sarcastic and witty in regards to my thoughts and comments about them. It's rather refreshing and enjoyable to be able to laugh at not only yourself, but at people who never quite understood you and never will.
We will continue to write and tell our tales of love and anything else that inspires us. Only time will tell where this blog and our serendipitous life path takes us. We hope you will continue to follow the sublime happiness of a guarded heart. The best is yet to come, or so I hope.

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