Monday, May 3, 2010

Happily Ever After

This blog began on a whim last month. At the time it seemed a bit self indulgent to think that people other than our immediate family will voluntarily want to read our random thoughts of heart break, love and lust. But, after months of ranting and therapist visits we were no closer to happily ever after. Turns out there are other like-minded people surfing the Internet who can relate to our stories and we can't tell you how much we appreciate the well wishes and support. The idea that in theory anyone who has access to the Internet can view our blog is amazing and terrifying. Knowing that maybe one day JSR or his wife will come across Love Bites is amusing.
I am happy to report that I am twenty days ghost free and with each day the past is fading out. I figured he would defriend Summer after the email she sent him that simply asked why, but as I expected he never wrote back. When I asked him the same question nearly nine months ago he immediately deleted me. His silence no longer hurts me instead it continues to remind me how big a coward he is. So now we tempt fate everyday, figuring that one day he will either see the blog or defriend Summer. Either way I win.
I don't fear seeing him again in fact I want to thank him for being such a douche bag, because had he not I probably wouldn't be where I am today or maybe this was my destiny all along.
Everything really does happen for a reason and we can both happily say that thanks to this blog we finally let our ghosts go. While we will always be haunted by the memories of our past, the present and future no longer frighten us. Happy hunting!

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