Thursday, May 27, 2010


Sublime happiness of a guarded heart is a funny thing. Last Friday I meet a man and while I, knock on wood, crossing my fingers, don't want to think to much into our new relationship, I can only hope that he turns out to be as genuinely kind and witty in the future as he has shown to be over the last week.
I've been a bit quiet the last few days, but I can see that Michelle and The Man have kept the ball rolling. I've now been on three dates with Mc Dreamy, with a fourth one lined up for tomorrow night.
I don't expect much, so that I can't be brutally heart broken as in the past. I realize there is no perfect formula to determine whether or not two people will stay together or not emotionally hurt each other. It seems like we hurt the ones we love the most more often and more brutally than casual acquaintances.
I have a dilemma though. I have been offered a job in New York City. A fabulous, dream job, but at the same time I know there is a good chance that if I go the spark between Mc Dreamy and I will most likely fade. But, I've never been one of those girls who base their life on a man. So, I feel I must leave and take the job, because if I don't and we don't make it as a couple, I will always wonder what if. A dream job doesn't come along every day, but then again neither does a dream man.
I'm off to see Sex and the City 2 tonight. Big Apple, watch out Summer's coming. lol

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