Sunday, November 28, 2010

Love Lockdown

I love you too. Why is life so complicated now? Nothing is simple anymore. My thoughts always detour off to happier moments. Memories locked up behind closed doors. The dust is collecting, the fever pitch reaching an all time high and then when the ball is hit there is no one cheering on the victory. All that remains are the words once elegantly written, now carelessly forgotten.
Did you really think I didn't know all this time? So keep playing your mind games, laughing out loud, leaving reminders of the past on permanent display. I see it all and I don't care. This is childish. Either let it go or release the chains.Two can play this game. Have you forgotten that I love silence, that I'm the queen of laughing out loud in public and that I do my best work alone.
You say you want to be a part of my life, but you haven't shown me any evidence to back up your claim. That was never your goal. You just want to lock me up and throw away the key. I will never fit in your mold. I am not a desperate housewife or an amish bride.
I will continue to plot my own course and create my future. One day you will see that I'm not stupid after all.

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